Music as you probably know is my life. A good song can change my mood like the flip of a switch. I can latch on to a song a draw much more that entrainment from it. In my opinion everyone has philosophies upon life, love, and hate. But it takes a Real Artist to put it into a song form.

The whole point of this journal is to share songs of philosophy.
I give you
Supertramp- Give a little bit [link]
The moody Blues- The balance [link]

_{Thats all i have...}

But Id like to hear more! Philosophical Songs or just songs your drew a message from. Ill listen :]

So i was thinking This morning while i was on the paper route, " Hey, why dont i post a new journal today". So i did, And now i realize i have absolutley nothing to talk about. But unlike my depressive rants in the past, This actually strikes me as a good thing. No drama, Pessimism, Nada.

I can say life is pretty good.
I could still use a girlfriend though xD. Ive come close, Yet again But still come not victorious . Every time i fail I gain a little more knowledge for the next time and pretty soon the pieces will start falling together. I'm sure of it :]













































Unless the world ends in 2012....



_fuck...

It really hasn't set in for me yet. Either that, Or Christmas has lost the charm it once had when i was younger i guess. Or maybe i so depressingly numb i just don't care anymore.
Y'know, I spend about 98% percent of my time just thinking. Thats it. Thinking. Summing things up in my head, Remembering good times and laughs, or where i stand in the whole plot of things.
Where do i stand now?
Ive got practically no one.
Ive almost run out of friends.
My family all thinks i hate them.
Ive basically become a loner.
The only way to describe it...I feel numb. Not physically...but mentally.
I even question my own sanity quite often. I enjoy being different from everyone else, but at the same i time i cant help to think, Why? Is there something wrong with me?
Sorry about the depressing journal entry..Yet again. But this is my only Way to vent. People who say they care about me tend to think that im trying to make them feel guilty so i can milk more money out of them or get babied by them.
Its nice to talk about it...

Happy thanksgiving Friends of DA.
This is the day the colonial people Expressed gratitude For the wealthy harvests of life, Whatever it is.
Well for me, Its like going to a 4d movie theater to watch a soap opera.
Imagine this. Two obese dudes with forks in hand, Running to the kitchen to knife the skin off the turkey before the other competitor and brutally shove it into his mouth as if hes been trapped on an island for the past 14 years...
Lol as a matter of fact, I'm up here in my room now. Listening to my kin argue amongst themselves.



On another note; I hath a new song. Its called Alpha Centauri. If you like Electonic music you can check it out here [link]


One more topic id like to cover.
I am politically angry with people that want to pull troops out of countries where terrorism still lives.
I woke up this morning to see on CNN that Terrorists went into hotels in Mumbai and Brutally ginned down innocent Civilians.
When i saw it, it was 101 and one confirmed dead, and over 300 injured.
Yeah, i know. India is a totally different country...But these peoples religion Breed hatred and death. I think if anything, More troops are the way to go.


Im done ranting xD Thanks for reading though.

Have a lovleh thanksgiving ^^

Hey.






Hows it going.





Its been a while.




A little to long of a while.
I hath no internetz at the moment. bear with me.
Im replying to your messages as fast as possible bieleve me.My only gateway to the internet is at the library to... so only have a limited time to check my myspace, DA, My 5 email accounts, AND check my messages on youtube and crunchyroll.



Oh yeah one more thing...




ISNT IT AMAZING HOW ONE SINGLE GIRL CAN JUST MAKE A DUDE FALL APART.
I have to know...how do you do it? I wish i could tap this fucking super power. ID RULE THE MODERN WORLD....



I guess ill just resort to nuclear weapons...



PEACE.